Pulse

  • Is it possible to be physically abused by your own child?  Today was a doozy, two bites and two punches to the stomach.  So fucking tired.
  • Just received my first collection agency phone call.  Lovely.
  • It's always something with my inlaws and always I end up the bad guy.Excuse me for not having time to worry about anything but surviving.
  • And the hits just keep on coming... when does a person know when they've crossed the line from hope to foolishness?
  • It eats at me when I know someone is upset with me, but I don't know why, and they pretend that everything is fine, yet remain utterly cold.
  • I am despairing tonight... so tired of fighting it... so tired of chewing on the smallest grain of hope. I'll be better tomorrow.
  • As per usual,I've been given the wrong details.Critic is coming on Sun, not Mon.Would have done some prep cooking tonight if I had known.Meh
  • She made it through the surgery okay (they actually ended up doing it this morning).  That's all I know,  But that is enough.  Thanks, all.
  • One of the Brownies in my troop was just rushed into open heart surgery to repair her aorta.  She is 8 years old. :-(
  • I am struggling.  Depression.  Faith.  I am also cooking all day today and tomorrow, blessed distraction.

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